You know, you are just like everything I have ever known before. You disappear...
You did it without a warning and without a single piece of dignity. You were gone. Just like that...
How could you do that to me? How could you just leave me like I was a nobody? How could you just pretend I meant nothing? Or was it me who was pretending? Did you use me? You most certainly abused me...But did you really never care?
I don't know anymore...
I don't know what to believe anymore. The truth doesn't fit the story. You seem to have erased me from your memory. A cold case of amnesia has clearly taken over. But me...I remember everything.
I swallowed my pride, I tried to run, I even tried to hide. But I couldn't. I got sucked back in time after time and I didn't mind. Even with all the warnings and stories about who you really are, I couldn't let you go. I couldn't let you go because I promised you that I would never give up on you. But you gave up on me!
Why have we become enemies? I had your back, when no one else did. Not even you. I gave when I had nothing to give. And you took. You took it and you ran with it. Hell, you even wrapped it around your pretty little finger. I forgave you when you scarred me, mentally and physically. I forgave you. I told you everything would be okay because I trusted you. I believed in you. I supported you. I honestly loved you.
I know we had our issues and I know we had our flaws. And I know I had my part in you breaking my fucking heart. But...but it still doesn't add up. The truth still doesn't fit the story.
Is this it? Is this what we get? Is this how you wanted it to end? If that is the case...grow a pair. Look me in the eye and tell me goodbye. Let me off the hook for real this time. I can't keep hoping. I can't keep waiting. I can't keep pretending.
But then again, you are just like everything I have ever known before...
