It feels as though I'm slipping again... Falling. I do not want to return to that darkness. Maybe its the time of year, Holidays are coming, that could have something to do with it.
Memories are coming at me with full force, flooding my brain with what used to be.
I walked into a store last night, and BAM! The music, the scent, the well stocked shelf full of over priced chocolate, everything. Right then and there my vision went blurry and my chest did something funny. I could feel you, hear you, see you. Crack. My immediate reaction was to grab hold of my chest and keep it together... So I stood in place just waiting for the storm to end.
