1. Who is the most important person in your life, and why?
The most important person in my life at this very moment would have to be... My Nephew, Juliano aka My Bug. I could be having the worst day in the world, legit ready to give up, and all I have to do is look at him, and everything seems alright. I had a lot of lows this year, except for him, he is my high of 2010.
2. What is the one dream for your life you most look forward to achieving?
Telling my story. I have a lot to say, and a lot to teach. Somehow, someway, I just want to reach out to people. If I could do that... Well that would be a dream come true.
3. Who has the capacity to make you angrier than anyone else in your life, and what in particular does he or she do to make you so angry?
I could sit here and name a few names, but I should probably tell the truth... The answer is myself. I have the ability to make myself angrier then I even knew possible. I can be quite hard on myself, give up to easily. Over time I have convinced myself that I'm just not good enough. I have all these ideas, and talents, dreams, and I do nothing about it. I talk about it, but never actually make the move to do it. I'm a chicken shit. And that makes me see red.
4. If you had one day to live, how would you want to spend it?
Easy... I would be in my car, aka Blanche, with my favorite company, driving on my road, wherever that may be, windows down, sun beaming on my skin, cool breeze, music blasting, oldies of course, singing at the top of my lungs, ciggy in hand, laughing till I nearly piss myself...You know that moment where you feel like a million bucks, that's where I'd be, and that's how I'd spend it.
5. What is missing in your life?
Him.
6. Have you hurt someone, and do you regret it?
I believe one way or another we all hurt someone. It may not always be intentional, but that doesn't mean that the pain is any less. Yes, I have hurt many. I am sorry for causing others pain, but I don't regret anything. Everything happens for a reason, and I truly believe that, every step I take in life whether it be good or bad, it taught me something. It's what got me here.
7. Do you dwell on the past?
I can be known to do that from time to time. Certain aspects of my life I dwell on, not because I want to go back there, but because I never got closure. I am big on closure. I don't want to ask myself 10, 20 years from now 'what if?' you know?
8. Do you believe in magic?
If there's any kind of magic in this world, it must be in the attempt of understanding someone, sharing something. I know, it's almost impossible to succeed, but who cares, really? The answer must be in the attempt.
9. Do you think you're a know it all?
Well, I have all the answers I just don't know what questions they belong to... does that count?
10. Do you think you're fragile?
I feel like if someone were to touch me, I'd dissolve into molecules.
